But, of course, it's also been exhausting.
By the time Friday arrived, having also taught a large class on epidemiology, I had very little energy left. My approach to managing large classes has increasingly involved combining face-to-face teaching with small, online sessions that are deliberately dialogical and conversational. I must confess that, having reached Friday feeling completely knackered, I wasn't particularly looking forward to three short online meetings with groups of students.
And yet something remarkable happened. Or perhaps not so remarkable, because I've experienced it many times before.
In these meetings, we talked about the things the students were interested in, their ideas about their assignments, and their reflections on the activities we'd undertaken in class. By the end of the conversations, my mood had completely changed. I felt energised, enthusiastic and considerably less tired.
I've experienced this before, often in online conversations with fellow academics with whom I regularly discuss our deeper interests in biology, physics, mathematics and other subjects. These conversations, too, invariably lift my spirits.
Why?
Positioning, communication and the emergence of self
On reflection, I think these experiences confirm a theoretical perspective I've been considering for some time, particularly in relation to the work of Rom Harré.
Harré's positioning theory offers a useful synthesis of several traditions in the study of communication and human interaction, including Erving Goffman's work on the presentation of self, J. L. Austin's speech act theory, and elements of depth psychology.
At the heart of Harré's argument is the idea that the self emerges through dialogical relations. Communication involves speech acts: selections through which we do things with words. But these acts are always contextualised by positions: the shifting relations of rights, responsibilities, authority and power within which individuals find themselves. Speech acts and positions also acquire meaning through storylines: the narratives through which people understand what is happening, who they are, and how they relate to others.
Positioning is therefore a dynamic relationship between speech acts, positions and storylines. None of these can be adequately understood in isolation.
What interests me particularly is that positioning theory appears to involve different dimensions of communication and, crucially, interactions between those dimensions.
I've been exploring similar distinctions in other contexts, drawing on Shannon's information theory, Luhmann's theory of communication and geometric algebra. I wonder whether we can understand a speech act as something like a vector: a directed communicative selection. A position, meanwhile, entails relational constraints between possible acts and participants, suggesting something analogous to a bivector. The storyline involves a further order of coordination: an individual's understanding of themselves in relation to others and their anticipation of how those others understand the situation. This suggests something analogous to a trivector.
These are not straightforward mathematical equivalences, of course. Rather, they suggest a way of thinking about communication as involving dimensionally distinct but interacting relationships.
The important point is that communication isn't simply an exchange of messages. It involves the continuous transformation of the relations within which those messages become meaningful. And, as those relations change, so too does our understanding of ourselves.
Why did talking to students make me feel better?
This brings me back to Friday afternoon.
Harré's argument suggests that our sense of self emerges through the dynamics of positioning. Learning, in turn, involves changes in positioning that can transform and deepen that sense of self.
I think this helps explain why I felt so much better after talking with my students.
Those conversations changed the positioning of my own communication. I could perceive the difference that I was making to the students. But, perhaps more importantly, the students could perceive the difference they were making by articulating their interests, exploring their ideas, questioning assumptions and discovering new possibilities.
Their contributions changed the conversation. They changed my understanding, just as I was contributing to theirs.
There was a mutual transformation of positioning, in which each participant could recognise their own agency through the responses of others.
And that is deeply enlivening.
It suggests that the energy we derive from conversation isn't simply a consequence of social contact or the pleasure of talking about interesting things. It arises from something more fundamental: the experience of making a difference to another person, recognising that difference, and experiencing our own sense of self changing in the process.
From students to consultants
My work with the pharmaceutical company this week has been similarly energising, and I think for essentially the same reason.
The students involved in the project had become sufficiently attuned to the company's needs before its representatives arrived that they were able to exercise real agency in the subsequent discussions.
Something fascinating happened. The positioning between the students and their corporate counterparts changed. Rather than simply being students responding to a problem set by a company, they became, in effect, the lead consultants in the solutions they were developing.
They had something valuable to offer, and the company recognised it.
Their expertise, their confidence and their capacity to make a difference were transformed through the interaction.
For me personally, there was something similar going on. My role in creating the conditions for this transformation became visible to others, including those more senior within the university. That recognition also changed my positioning within the institution.
I don't think these experiences are separate. The students' transformation into consultants, my own experience of institutional recognition, and the remarkable improvement in my energy after Friday's online conversations are all manifestations of something closely related.
They concern the way our sense of self is shaped, sustained and transformed through our capacity to make a difference within relationships.
And I think this is something we need to consider much more carefully in education.
The problem with AI and dialogue
The role of technology in facilitating these transformations of self cannot be overstated. Yet I think there's a serious danger that much of the current discourse about AI in education is getting hold of the wrong end of the stick.
Many educational scholars have become fascinated by the apparent dialogical relationship between humans and machines.
This fascination isn't new. It may be another manifestation of a longstanding obsession with mimesis: the creation of something artificial that imitates human life or intelligence. We can trace versions of this fascination back through centuries of mythology, including the legend of the Golem.
But I think this focus misses something fundamental.
The important dialogical relationships are not those between humans and machines. They are those between humans.
Indeed, I would argue that the relationship between a human and a machine is not properly dialogical in the sense that Harré describes. A machine can generate responses, simulate conversation and participate in linguistic exchanges, but it doesn't occupy the same kind of socially constituted position as a human participant whose sense of self, agency and responsibilities are transformed through the interaction.
The more interesting question is therefore not whether AI can converse with us, but how AI changes the conditions under which we converse with one another.
What does the technological context contribute to the formation and transformation of human relationships? How do these new language-based technologies change the positioning of teachers, students, employers and institutions? How might they increase our capacity to understand one another, to recognise one another's contributions, and to perceive the differences we can make?
These, I think, are the really important questions.
Our work with the pharmaceutical company offers one illustration. AI has helped us coordinate understanding across institutional boundaries: between a company with its particular organisational challenges, a university with its educational responsibilities, and students with their developing knowledge and capabilities.
The innovation hasn't principally been in getting people to talk to AI. It has been in using AI to transform the conditions under which people can talk meaningfully to one another.
And this has created opportunities for entirely new forms of agency, learning and collaboration.
Education needs to change
It seems obvious to me that these technologies have enormous potential to accelerate the coordination of understanding between students, teachers, employers and institutions.
It seems equally obvious that this is the direction in which education should develop.
Yet this is radically different from much of what remains embedded in educational theory, institutional structures and everyday pedagogical practice.
We continue to organise education primarily around content: its production, delivery, acquisition and assessment. Our institutions are structured around curricula, learning outcomes and mechanisms for demonstrating that specified knowledge has been transferred.
Relationships tend to be treated as the means through which this process happens, rather than as the central phenomenon through which learning and the development of self actually occur.
But what if we've got this the wrong way round?
What if the most important educational outcome isn't simply what students know, but how their positioning changes? What if learning is fundamentally about expanding a person's capacity to act, to make distinctions, to contribute to the understanding of others, and to recognise the difference they can make?
And what if the most important contribution of AI to education is not the automated production of content or the simulation of a personal tutor, but the transformation of the relationships through which people come to understand themselves and one another?
I think my experiences this week offer a small but powerful illustration of what this might mean.
On Friday afternoon, I began three meetings exhausted, wondering how I was going to summon the energy to get through them. I finished feeling more alive, more engaged and more enthusiastic about my work.
The students hadn't simply received something from me. We had changed something for one another.
That's what education can do.
And it's what our technologies should help us do better.